Amzing

So thanks to the lovely big window in my room I wake up promptly at 10, for like the past three days, and I've been getting alright sleep so I actually get up at 10. Yay! That's what I call progress. I am listening to the ever wonderful Supertramp and Jenae said that her friends are coming over this morning to dismantle her bedframe since it doesn't fit out my door all put together. Though it has made a covenient spot for me to put a cup or something, this way I can really get started on putting stuff away and getting all my pictures up on my wall. Hurrah! Have to go pick up birth control today and I need a mirror for this room, so that'll be nice. And then once all that's done I am going out to a shindig tonight with Jake, yay the weekend has arrived. Oh and my head itches.

Hello Yellow Brick Building

So I'm here! Finally, left the keys to my old place on the counter. Booya! So neverending thanks to Liz for driving the 'Dumper' down here and helping me out. So not nearly anything is put away yet but I anticipate that happening over the next few days. So happy I'm finally here, it just feels like such a relief. Anyhoo here are some more pics.

Goodbye Yellow Brick Road

So this is my last post in my garden apartment. Liz is at Northwestern meeting with someone and I'm packing up stuff and I hope ultimately to have the bulk of my things moved out today. Woohoo!

Fog of Gore

Hmm well I spent the last four nights being slightly rowdy and hanging out with Jake and people. Saturday night was really foggy so Jake, Paul, their friend Morgan, and I went for a late night stroll in it and went to a playground and swung on the swings, which was a rockin good time. My ankle is swollen and feels weird but I think it just needs a day or two to sort itself out. Last night Jake and I went to a bar so he could review it for his job, and we played two games of pool, I won one, although slightly by default because he got the 8 ball in too soon, but I was winning. Liz should be here in a couple hours and I'm nowhere near finished up packing but it'll happen as it happens. I'm so very excited to have her here (triple H!), and to be finally moving in to my new place. I'm probably gonna take most of my clothes over after this blog. I have a big suitcase and three garbage bags worth, and that's not including the couple things left on hangers and strewn about the apartment. It feels like I have less boxes this time around moving so I'll take over what boxes I have and empty them and bring them back. Here's some pictures from our late night walk in the fog.

Drinking games.

While that whole depression thing was lots of fun I'm mostly out of it, can't stand when I'm mopey like that. I think that the birth control made me gain a bit of weight because my boobs are ginormouser seeming as of late. So big news probably told most of you that read this, Patrick Swayze Remix has it's first show on Wednesday March 28th at this place called 'The Spot' will post more info as I get it. But I am very excited and very nervous. And right now I'm showered and putting on make up and readying myself to go see Lisa for an hour or so at the airport, ah best friends we'll do anything to see each other. Erupting with excitement to see her, haven't seen her since early January which is very bleh. Anyhoo gonna have some soup.

History shmistory.

So sorry I haven't been posting a whole lot lately, in fact, sorry I haven't been around at all really lately. Just been feeling a depression slowly creeping in and I'm just having a hard time trying to get out of it. So I sit and watch the History Channel which brings me some satisfaction. While I'm very happy and excited about the new place, the conservatory, the hanging out with friends, I just feel like there's this dark shadow looming over me waiting to take over, and I'm not sure what it is. I don't know if it's the fact that I feel no one wants to hire me for a job and I NEED to be employed very soon, if it's just being nervous and scared about conservatory, if it's superficial and I'm just not liking how I look lately even though I don't think much has changed, or any number of other things. But I feel almost like I'm slowly drowning and I kind of want to give in. I feel as though I'm nothing but a big disappointment to most in my life and that all I do is take anything I'm given and fuck it up. I haven't felt this lost in a long time and as always with this situation it feels like I'll never find my way back.

White faced Gibbons and things.

So St. Patrick's day actually turned out being more fun than I expected. I went over to Sooze's and we drank some very non-Irish rum and cokes, and then Des came over as we were watching 'Masters of the Universe' which I'm really gonna have to watch again because I have the sounds of the Cosmic Key stuck in my head. So that was fun and then we went to a diner and met up with Suzy's ex-coworker/friend Paul, Paul is fun, and his friends Jake and Phil. So we hopped along from the diner back to Sooze's place where we drank some beer and Paul and Jake played on Suzy's keyboard. It then became clear that I was not going to get satisfyingly drunk from what booze we had so we went to 1000 Liquors to pick up some more. It was a bit chilly out but I'd been walking all day in the cold so it didn't really matter. So I got a six pack of hard cider and they got some more beer and we went back to Paul and Jake's place and sat, drank and listened to music. We had all planned to stay up and go watch the sunrise on the beach but everyone but Jake and I were such wusses that they fell asleep, so Jake and I watched the sunrise along with lots of fisherman and then went back home to watch some 'Freaks and Geeks'. And right now I'm waiting for Suzy to rise from her nap and come chill in my clean apartment. Hopefully this will be my last week here, this weekend I plan on moving in completely. Booya. Now I'm gonna return to watching 'The Day After Tomorrow', tis on tv. Oh and I watched 'The Riches' a great new show starring Eddie Izzard and Minnie Driver, really enjoyed it and looking forward to a new episode. Anyhoo love you all.