Carbs and friends.

So Emily, Isabelle, Paul, and I had a spur of the moment dinner party and sleepover. Isabelle made this fucking awesome spicy pasta dish and I wish I had more in front of me right now. Got less than five hours of sleep and had to go with Emily to put money on the meter, they gave her a ticket anyway cause this person was either blind or stupid, no offense to blind people you are not in the stupid category, unless you're also stupid then sorry for you. Anyways, Emily was a sweetheart and bought me breakfast, half of which I gave to a sleepy Paul cause sometimes I'm an awesome girlfriend. But I never asked if he liked it, I can ask him tonight. Yeah then Emily drove me home where I managed a short nap, so now I got that going for me which is nice. Oh! Good I just remembered I still have a couple zone bars. I feel like I need a live animal wrapped around me to walk outside lately. Stop being so fucking cold even though it could be worse, which would just make me angrier. Like the mail, what is with the postal service these days? And stamps are so expensive. Sorry I'm rambling but you know me, what did you expect? I wish I still had a car everything is so far away. Ok I'm done aren't you just so happy you got to read this?

Cold cheeks.

Not to state the obvious but its fucking cold. But this weekend was fun though I didn't feel at my best still. Friday Paul and I hung out and watched this great movie The Beaver Trilogy, very interesting and hilarious. Fun stuff. Saturday was Jeff's surprise birthday party which was lots of fun cause lots of people from Michigan came down so that's always a good time. Sunday was mostly spent just lazing around watching movies and we watched Strange Brew that night. Monday was just fucking cold so nothing to report other than I was really groggy the whole day and we were supposed to go see The Hobbit but I was afraid I would fall asleep so that didn't happen. But we watched Pee-wee's Big Adventure which is always awesome. And I made my way back up to Evanston and my hands and feet nearly fell off on the way. And now that I've showered my body is warmer. Nothing fun to say right now cause I'm just getting comfortable being back home, I've been kind of anxious all weekend for whatever reason and its hard to stop my body from like jittering. Can't believe the week is almost halfway done but I still have lots to do. So hopefully it warms up tomorrow or I can find a way to layer up in a way that doesn't make me feel like a whale. Or just thick, at least a whale would be warm. Anyways here's hoping I have something more interesting to say next time.

Paranoid or right?

Some medication went missing and I already cleaned my place up and down. Ugh now I have to feel like a creep going back to the pharmacy and ask if they possibly miscounted.

Damnit Sooze.

So I treated myself and got this fancy bottled cola and it tastes so fucking good. And I blame this all on Suzy. She bought glass bottle diet Coke and its been taunting with its glass. Now I want it more than other soda. I just hope I can make the switch to regular easily, I'm sure it won't be hard. I was able to control myself with the best Christmas gift ever, 24 bottles of some of the best sodas ever, thanks Sam. I'm rambling now bye.

I'm back.

So because Suzy reminded me how funny I find myself sometimes(I'm being humble), I decided its time to start this up again. Nothing much to say at this moment. Well Suzy came to town this past weekend and we ran all over Wicker Park doing all sorts of fun things including drinks, food, boutique clothing wishes, and witnessing the tiniest cup of coffee I have EVER seen being handed to someone with an even tinier little bills wafer type cookie. You guys missed my run on sentences and no use of paragraphs right? Good. Then Paul and I were sick and are still working it through our systems. Yeesh what a great and terrible couple days. I think its unfair to deal a hand of such cruelty to the body of someone who has gone through a fucking merry-go-round of health issues and her long suffering boyfriend. Oh well hopefully tomorrow will yield better rewards that aren't covered in vomit. Now I'm just home figuring out the rest of my week. Job stuff, mental health stuff(sleep, she avoids me). Working on not being such a klutzy elephant with good but paranoid intentions. Oh fuck! I need to download Girls! What am I doing wasting my time telling you about it. I'm gonna go do that now. Keep checking back. Kisses.