Amzing

So thanks to the lovely big window in my room I wake up promptly at 10, for like the past three days, and I've been getting alright sleep so I actually get up at 10. Yay! That's what I call progress. I am listening to the ever wonderful Supertramp and Jenae said that her friends are coming over this morning to dismantle her bedframe since it doesn't fit out my door all put together. Though it has made a covenient spot for me to put a cup or something, this way I can really get started on putting stuff away and getting all my pictures up on my wall. Hurrah! Have to go pick up birth control today and I need a mirror for this room, so that'll be nice. And then once all that's done I am going out to a shindig tonight with Jake, yay the weekend has arrived. Oh and my head itches.

Hello Yellow Brick Building

So I'm here! Finally, left the keys to my old place on the counter. Booya! So neverending thanks to Liz for driving the 'Dumper' down here and helping me out. So not nearly anything is put away yet but I anticipate that happening over the next few days. So happy I'm finally here, it just feels like such a relief. Anyhoo here are some more pics.

Goodbye Yellow Brick Road

So this is my last post in my garden apartment. Liz is at Northwestern meeting with someone and I'm packing up stuff and I hope ultimately to have the bulk of my things moved out today. Woohoo!

Fog of Gore

Hmm well I spent the last four nights being slightly rowdy and hanging out with Jake and people. Saturday night was really foggy so Jake, Paul, their friend Morgan, and I went for a late night stroll in it and went to a playground and swung on the swings, which was a rockin good time. My ankle is swollen and feels weird but I think it just needs a day or two to sort itself out. Last night Jake and I went to a bar so he could review it for his job, and we played two games of pool, I won one, although slightly by default because he got the 8 ball in too soon, but I was winning. Liz should be here in a couple hours and I'm nowhere near finished up packing but it'll happen as it happens. I'm so very excited to have her here (triple H!), and to be finally moving in to my new place. I'm probably gonna take most of my clothes over after this blog. I have a big suitcase and three garbage bags worth, and that's not including the couple things left on hangers and strewn about the apartment. It feels like I have less boxes this time around moving so I'll take over what boxes I have and empty them and bring them back. Here's some pictures from our late night walk in the fog.

Drinking games.

While that whole depression thing was lots of fun I'm mostly out of it, can't stand when I'm mopey like that. I think that the birth control made me gain a bit of weight because my boobs are ginormouser seeming as of late. So big news probably told most of you that read this, Patrick Swayze Remix has it's first show on Wednesday March 28th at this place called 'The Spot' will post more info as I get it. But I am very excited and very nervous. And right now I'm showered and putting on make up and readying myself to go see Lisa for an hour or so at the airport, ah best friends we'll do anything to see each other. Erupting with excitement to see her, haven't seen her since early January which is very bleh. Anyhoo gonna have some soup.

History shmistory.

So sorry I haven't been posting a whole lot lately, in fact, sorry I haven't been around at all really lately. Just been feeling a depression slowly creeping in and I'm just having a hard time trying to get out of it. So I sit and watch the History Channel which brings me some satisfaction. While I'm very happy and excited about the new place, the conservatory, the hanging out with friends, I just feel like there's this dark shadow looming over me waiting to take over, and I'm not sure what it is. I don't know if it's the fact that I feel no one wants to hire me for a job and I NEED to be employed very soon, if it's just being nervous and scared about conservatory, if it's superficial and I'm just not liking how I look lately even though I don't think much has changed, or any number of other things. But I feel almost like I'm slowly drowning and I kind of want to give in. I feel as though I'm nothing but a big disappointment to most in my life and that all I do is take anything I'm given and fuck it up. I haven't felt this lost in a long time and as always with this situation it feels like I'll never find my way back.

White faced Gibbons and things.

So St. Patrick's day actually turned out being more fun than I expected. I went over to Sooze's and we drank some very non-Irish rum and cokes, and then Des came over as we were watching 'Masters of the Universe' which I'm really gonna have to watch again because I have the sounds of the Cosmic Key stuck in my head. So that was fun and then we went to a diner and met up with Suzy's ex-coworker/friend Paul, Paul is fun, and his friends Jake and Phil. So we hopped along from the diner back to Sooze's place where we drank some beer and Paul and Jake played on Suzy's keyboard. It then became clear that I was not going to get satisfyingly drunk from what booze we had so we went to 1000 Liquors to pick up some more. It was a bit chilly out but I'd been walking all day in the cold so it didn't really matter. So I got a six pack of hard cider and they got some more beer and we went back to Paul and Jake's place and sat, drank and listened to music. We had all planned to stay up and go watch the sunrise on the beach but everyone but Jake and I were such wusses that they fell asleep, so Jake and I watched the sunrise along with lots of fisherman and then went back home to watch some 'Freaks and Geeks'. And right now I'm waiting for Suzy to rise from her nap and come chill in my clean apartment. Hopefully this will be my last week here, this weekend I plan on moving in completely. Booya. Now I'm gonna return to watching 'The Day After Tomorrow', tis on tv. Oh and I watched 'The Riches' a great new show starring Eddie Izzard and Minnie Driver, really enjoyed it and looking forward to a new episode. Anyhoo love you all.

Come ON for the love of Pete

Give me real suggestions, let me update you all. When Allison comes to visit I will be getting a tattoo of a 'Z', location not yet decided. So the Zeke tribute is all set, but I want thoughts for future tattoos since I like to think about possible permanent art on my body for a couple months to see if I still like it. So I just want to have like a library in my head of possible tattoos for future happening and current contemplation. And yes the narwhal is still very much a possibility, it still makes me giggle and smile, and it would go on the bottom of my foot. So new ideas people please! On another note, I'm going to a party (Let's go to the Chaaaarlie Paahhhty) and nervous because people and social gatherings of this sort make me awkward, or as Lisa pointed out so graciously, I'm awkward always and these occasions just allow others to see it on display. It's gonna be cold out tonight, I need to fetch my coat from my car. Hmm. Anyways, in the comments section I want fresh ideas for tattoos not pertaining to narwhal and Zeke much as I love them both.

Ta Tude

So I wanna gonna another tattoo, don't worry mom not right away I am financial conscious, but I just wanna get some ideas in my head about what I want. I like non stupid tattoos that are fun, not fairies and flowers and shit, I still like the idea of getting a narwhal so take that as an example of what kind shit I wanna put on my body. Give me as many suggestions as you can come up with. Go to it!

Slob living.

Here's my new apartment!


My room to be!



Micah (the cat)'s room

Flying butt.

So I had a lovely dinner at Nick and Amy's after receiving the distressing news that I am a wanted criminal in Arizona. Luckily they've given me the option to bribe them so I'm gonna do that rather than go the way of danger. On a lighter note, I ate green beans tonight. They were delish. My plate had a big ole steak, potato thingymajig deliciousness that Georgia made, and green beans. It was a complete plate of food, it looked insanely healthy and appetizing. And by the end of it I was so full that I was only able to pack in one scoop of chocolate and one scoop of coconut ice cream. And because Uncle Nick bought wayyyyy too many potatoes Aunt Amy sent me home with about a dozen. Along with leftovers. They're too good to me. Oh Mom, I borrowed your clouds only a couple times because I usually wear the same socks over and over, but I dunno there's probably a couple clouds strewn about the house. Anyhoo. St. Patrick's day is this saturday, that really snuck up on me and that means that my spring break is coming to an end. Alas I'm excited as I miss a bit more structure to my week, even if it does come in the form of a 12pm class on a Sunday, I wish Annie and I would've thought ahead a little better when we picked what day. Luckily I have found that it is possible to wake up at 11am even if I was a little more than happy cheekish the night before. And the fact that I have taken to drinking not shit vodka, and no Jack Daniels eghc, that my wonderful nature of no hangovers has made a return. Wow I've written a lot. I hope you appreciate it.

Another bunch of larmish things

My newest masterpiece!
So, because I've been using the word larms very loosely, I've decided to include Lisa's definition also. Multiple use word it is. Hmm what else, I'm going to Wildfire (aka delicious) tonight with Georgia. So that'll be nice. I'm struggling through the third or so day of drinking diet soda. Go me. Listening to lots and lots of Supertramp, so that's awesome good. I think I'm gonna watch some Lost. And then perhaps get ready for tonight. Love you all!

Oh and mom the bitter thing was referring to Lisa and Sooze and all their bitterness about the contest.

Ahem...

Bitter, party of two, your table is ready.

Larms and things

So, you guys did such a fabulous job that I decided to just pick the winner, cause it's my blog, and so I declare Jon the winner. Congrats Jon, contact me about your winnings. Oh and mom, queens are born, not elected. I love you all. Honorable mention goes to Allison, as well as Lisa and Suzy. On a lighter note, I'm on a diet-ish. The diet is don't give in to every food impulse. It's sweeping the nation.

Larms 2.0

At the request of my dear sister Allison, I'm going to be creating a definition for the word Larms. And the way I'm gonna do this is a vote. In the comment section I would like all of you, three or four people, to contribute your own definition for the word 'larms', and then I'll include a few of my own and post them and then we'll have a vote, my vote counts for three. And you can contribute as many definitions as you like. GET TO IT.

LARMS

I made up that word. Here's a picture of my improv class on our last day. YAY!