Strange Days

I feel in limbo at the moment. Neither here nor there, and all that bullshit. Last night was Ian's going away party. Ultimate Frisbee was played, I tried, I failed. I'm glad I'll be seeing Liz in a few hours because I don't know where I am right now, and I'm not sure why. I've gotten so used to feeling happy more often than not that when the not happens it totally blindsides me. Not saying that I'd rather be depressed more often just so I'm not so surprised by it, but bleh. I'm totally confused right now. I'm sort of rambling right now. I'd planned to title this blog different, so I'm gonna do another post that's not so...meahhdkllllll.